it all started many many weeks ago... (well, over a year, to be exact :] haha) but anyway. ever since kindergarten, i've wanted to be a veterinarian. so whenever anyone asked me (or we had to fill out those honestly pointless 'introduce yourself!' cards in elementary school) "What do you want to be when you grow up?" i've said/written a veterinarian. (well, i wrote "vet" in kindergarten because i didn't know how to spell veterinarian.. but that's beside the point.) i started to BARELY doubt myself starting seventh grade... then eighth grade comes along and i realize that the world's professions aren't just limited to policemen, firemen, doctors, lawyers, and veterinarians.

You really begin to see the possibilities out there, so when freshmen year came and went (and i went through the horrors of Troy Honors Biology) i realized... "do i really want to be a vet?"

so then, i started wondering, "what do i like?" and the more i wondered, the more i realized that i was asking the wrong question, realizing that i should've been asking "what would glorify God?" the entire time. this epiphany (haha.) came to me when i found out why my sister wanted to major as an architect. simply she told me, "because God gave me a vision."

so i was all o_o WOW. vision? me? hmm. didn't fit too well. when i asked her how and when she got her vision, she answered the question, but added afterwards, "sally, you're worrying too soon, or rather, you're worrying at the wrong time. God will tell you what you're going to do when you need to know."

*sigh. such simple words, but it's funny how so many will never understand them.

so where is my mind now?

i don't want to be a veterinarian anymore. but i still love animals! ... hmm. i just wish i'm able to take better care of them. haha. i hate chemistry. biology was okay, but i don't know if i would want to spend the rest of my life doing it... i don't know if i like math. i can do it well enough so that i can pass with a good grade, but that's about it. english was an okay subject to me until Troy hit. O_o and history? it's fun, but WHY WOULD I WANT TO THAT. haha. but you never know. God takes us to the most unexpected places... i also realized that all the things i thought i had an interest in, i didn't do so well in, but the things i like as hobbies, but wouldn't prefer as a career (such as graphic designing and technology), i'm pretty good at... music is okay. i think i'd be like.. a PRODIGY if i had time to practice (O_o) haha.

so judging from that.... i haven't gotten anywhere. BUT THAT'S OKAY!

because God... God knows where i'll end up. :]

so to those worrying about the future like me, i pass on to you the words of my sister:

GOD WILL TELL YOU WHAT YOU'RE GOING TO DO WHEN YOU NEED TO KNOW.